I should have been a boy.LAWLYOUR BOY SIDE.[x] You love hoodies.[x] You love jeans.[x] Dogs are better than cats.[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt and fall.[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.[x] Shopping is torture.[x] Sad movies suck.[ ] You own an XBOX. [ ] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.[ ] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter.[x] You owned a DS, PS2, or Sega. [ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.[ ] You watch sports on TV. )[x] Gory movies are cool.[ ] You used to go to your dad for advice.[ ] You have at least 1 trophy of a sport.[ ] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh.[x] Baggy sweat pants are nice to wear.[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.[x] You love to go crazy and not care what other people think.[ ] Sports are fun.[x] You sometimes talk with food in your mouth.[ ] You sleep at night with your socks on.[x] You hav
Purely SuicideA knife to her throatA gun to his headA rope to their neckA building for their jumpThey want to end itThey think they mustThey think they don't deserve itThis life they're givenThey've been told;They're useless, they're nothingThey mean only distress,They deserve the worst.They do, they dieThey're free from the hateThey're free from the liesThey're free from the worldThey're free from the life.
Too late.Touching your face,Feeling the coldLetting your numb hand slipFalling down and grabbing the rope.That taunting piece of material.Trying. Trying hard to pull free from it.Knowing it's too late.No hope. No feeling. Nothing.As your limp body pulls harder, you know.As gravity tried to defy, you know.As your head starts spinning, you know.As your room gets blurry, you know.It's too late to back out. Too late to run free.Too late to try a different way, a quicker way.You know, that this way, is nearly over.It has a hold on you. One you can't pull from.One that's too strong. One that's telling you.It's over.You've left.You've lost.You've won.You're done.You're gone.Forever out of that world.
EmoA blade, my saviourSpilt blood, my releaseA corner, my homeDeath, my peace.
How life of thought love turns outIt's your entire faultI blame youYou changed meBut what did I do?I loved and believed.Cared and looked after.Yet you took me for granted,But still won me over with laughterYou wondered whyI would cry in the nightBut all you needed to doWas to look out of obvious sightYou'd yell and storm outI'd fall and break downYou'd come back and say "sorry"And I'd believe and reboundI'd ask myself whyWhy I'd still go backAfter the pain and the hurtLove of which there was lackWhy would you do that?I can't understand, why did you changeI don't blame you, but himThat friend of yours that I had always found strangeHe made you worseToo bad for me to handleThat last little thing you didThat's when my love went out like a candleI had no idea it could happenThat you'd change and I'd loseLose you and lose meYou by heart and me by nooseBut after it allBefore it was just too lateI faintly saw you run inAnd thereafter, changed my fateYou picked me upAnd cut me downSaved me
Nightmare or what?Luanna found herself lost in the bush as it was getting dark. She turned around to head back, but it was too dark to see anything, and she didn't have a torch. After stumbling in the dark for what seemed like hours, Luanna finally fell to her knees. Just as she hit the ground she heard something. A voice? It sounded like a woman's voice."Imprisoned beneath the world," it whispered."Huh?" Luanna asked, "Katya, Chex? Is that you?""Where the soulless dwell" the voice hissed seductively"This isn't funny guys! Quit it!" she exclaimed"Lies a place where the damned call home!" whispered the voice againBy now, Luanna was snapping her head from left to right, trying to see through the dark where the mysterious voice was coming from."A place where the virtuous hide in fear," sang the voice eerilyLuanna was, by this time, rocking on the ground in the fatal position, with her head in clawed hands and nails unknowingly drawing blood from her forehead, repeatedly crying in a whisper, "Stop,
Darling,With a two thousand year old tree ringI’ll carve love into your heartWith my hands I’ll tear apartAll the bad dreams and the memoriesI’ll wrap you up with my bony breathSkinny love, don’t you forgetI love you more than the stars can shineLook me in the eyesDarling, you know I would never lie.
Like MagicI cross my fingersTrying to swallow the breath caught in my throatTrying to stop my heart from somersaultingAnd prayPray that it is some brilliant trick of the lightThat the shadows fall perfectly on your faceAnd that magical twinkle in your eyeHas suddenly appearedBut hours passAnd - God damn it - you are thereI cannot live for a momentWithout your name echoing in my skullAppearing at the end of sentencesAppearing in sheets of endless workAppearing when I close my eyesWhere even darkness mocks meWith a vision of youWhy couldn't it have been a trick of the light?That one glance I stoleWhen I felt my chest heaveAnd could hear music swelling in my earsYour voiceWhy won't you leave me alone?I put up a wall for a reasonPlease, God, do not make me take it downDo not make me trip and stumble in your wakeAnd taste sweetness as I utter your nameTo no one in particularStrip me of emotionPlease, I beg youAnd turn off the lightsFor I cannot bear to bare my soulUnde
Four MonthsIt's been four months alreadyAnd IHaven't grown tired of your companyAnd I hope you haven't grown tiredOf meWhen you leaveI still feel the lingering touchOf your fingertipsThe taste of you, lies freshOn my lipsI see you in everythingAnd it makes me miss you desperatelyMy heart grows heavyAnd it doesn't lift againUntil you returnJust the look in your eyesGives me enough joyTo last a lifetimeI thank God you love me backBecause I would be so lost without you
Poem D'AmourFingers crossedLips sealedNo one willEver knowBut on the insideI'm dying,Dying to tellA soulForbiddenTabooIllicit, hush-hushMy heart is poundingSo closeSo farOut of reachI'll start cryingI need your loveCannot explainToo complex; too directMy heart achesThis woundWon't healIf yourNot hereI need you like waterRunning down my faceLeaving salty trailsFull of sorrow and regretI need you like light and darkExist onlyWith one anotherBinded foreverIt may seem wierdIt may seem fakeBut my love for youWon't dissapateCome backDon't leave meJackie
It was meant to be this wayThe hug under the treeThe sycamoresThe cuddles on the stairsThe empty movie theatre (well.... not quite) How could it have possibly been better?Thing is....I love you
Insomnia LoveInsomnia wasn't from the lack of sleepbut from my heart missing you. How ityearns for your arms to slither on tomy body and squeeze it like a pythonstrangling it's prey.For a whisper to slip out of yourmouth; words full of so much emotionand meaning that could patch up anydent or hole in a wall that was kickedand punched around to mimic a ragdoll's experience in a short period of time.I don't even know what it's like to feelwhole anymore but, when I'm with you it'slike I'm a shiny, brand new toy coming outof it's box for the first time.
Love = WarHow dare youtry to tear me downpiece by pieceHow dare youmake me hate myselfwholeheartedlyHow dare youmake me love youwholeheartedlyHow could you do this to meIt’s ripping me apartbit by bitMy love for you burns so brightit’s making me crumbleto mere ash.Just your gazecan make me tremble.Only your embracemakes me feel safe.Simply your kisscan make everything elsecompletely evaporate.So why is it thenthat you are alsothe only onewho has so torn my heartto shredsthat I can no longerfunctionno longertrustno longerLove.It’s all your fault you know.Well..that’s not trueas much as I wish it was.But I know,in the back of my mindthat it was all my faultevery single bit of it.Yes, we both made mistakesBut it was ultimately I,in the end,that sabotaged everything.It was Ifinallywho tore you to pieces.After everylittlethingyou did to destroy meever so joyfullyslowlyI destroyed you in one fell swoop.
The Teenage HeartFor Love we travel the earth We travel the seaFor love we shed tears And fight diseaseFor love we kill hordes behead millions with easeFor love we wage many a battle Just to have one victoryFor love we face endless struggle For love we do anything.
Seventeen.Looking back you’ll understand whythis is the year they all write their songs about.This is the year synonymous with love.It’s all around you –romantic and platonic and unrequited andnever-ending even in all its fleeting glory.There are promises and forever’ssaid with doubtless sincerity.Friends are as good as familyuntil they betray youand it hurts you more than any lover could.This is the year of aching.You lie awake at night thinking about the one –you know the one – the one that will lead to your demise.And so you go on dates with harmless sweetheartswith kind eyes and shy smilesand try to forget.And you’re thinking, You can kiss me if you want(but I kind of hope you don’t). This is the year you’ll miss the most.When everything has settled downand you feel like a human being(and not a hormonal lunatic)you’ll look back on it –the way it made you laughthe way it made you crythe
Roses are red, Your heart is black.Roses are red,Your heart is black.Yeah, I love youBut I'll never go back.♥xx