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I should have been a boy.LAWLYOUR BOY SIDE.
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt and fall.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an XBOX.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
[ ] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV. )
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You used to go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You have at least 1 trophy of a sport.
[ ] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh.
[x] Baggy sweat pants are nice to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what other people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] You sometimes talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep at night with your socks on.
[x] You hav
Purely SuicideA knife to her throat
A gun to his head
A rope to their neck
A building for their jump
They want to end it
They think they must
They think they don't deserve it
This life they're given
They've been told;
They're useless, they're nothing
They mean only distress,
They deserve the worst.
They do, they die
They're free from the hate
They're free from the lies
They're free from the world
They're free from the life.
Too late.Touching your face,
Feeling the cold
Letting your numb hand slip
Falling down and grabbing the rope.
That taunting piece of material.
Trying. Trying hard to pull free from it.
Knowing it's too late.
No hope. No feeling. Nothing.
As your limp body pulls harder, you know.
As gravity tried to defy, you know.
As your head starts spinning, you know.
As your room gets blurry, you know.
It's too late to back out. Too late to run free.
Too late to try a different way, a quicker way.
You know, that this way, is nearly over.
It has a hold on you. One you can't pull from.
One that's too strong. One that's telling you.
Forever out of that world.
How life of thought love turns outIt's your entire fault
I blame you
You changed me
But what did I do?
I loved and believed.
Cared and looked after.
Yet you took me for granted,
But still won me over with laughter
You wondered why
I would cry in the night
But all you needed to do
Was to look out of obvious sight
You'd yell and storm out
I'd fall and break down
You'd come back and say "sorry"
And I'd believe and rebound
I'd ask myself why
Why I'd still go back
After the pain and the hurt
Love of which there was lack
Why would you do that?
I can't understand, why did you change
I don't blame you, but him
That friend of yours that I had always found strange
He made you worse
Too bad for me to handle
That last little thing you did
That's when my love went out like a candle
I had no idea it could happen
That you'd change and I'd lose
Lose you and lose me
You by heart and me by noose
But after it all
Before it was just too late
I faintly saw you run in
And thereafter, changed my fate
You picked me up
And cut me down
Nightmare or what?Luanna found herself lost in the bush as it was getting dark. She turned around to head back, but it was too dark to see anything, and she didn't have a torch. After stumbling in the dark for what seemed like hours, Luanna finally fell to her knees. Just as she hit the ground she heard something. A voice? It sounded like a woman's voice.
"Imprisoned beneath the world," it whispered.
"Huh?" Luanna asked, "Katya, Chex? Is that you?"
"Where the soulless dwell" the voice hissed seductively
"This isn't funny guys! Quit it!" she exclaimed
"Lies a place where the damned call home!" whispered the voice again
By now, Luanna was snapping her head from left to right, trying to see through the dark where the mysterious voice was coming from.
"A place where the virtuous hide in fear," sang the voice eerily
Luanna was, by this time, rocking on the ground in the fatal position, with her head in clawed hands and nails unknowingly drawing blood from her forehead, repeatedly crying in a whisper, "Stop,
dreamstatecandles shiver, too bright to brave
fading into night and their delicate
pin tip wicks flicker-flash,
dancing in the ocean-tide winds
betraying the presence of
your ghostly breath
you sneak in like a whisper
(you didn’t use to be so quiet)
but now you tip-toe, weaving fog across
mirror edges in my mind and
you are just a moment
past midnight; three (strike.. strike.. strike..)
it is too late to resurrect you
the love-linger of your warm skin
atop mine or revive our
skewed dependent cycle of your
breath in my crushed rose lungs or relive
memories more faded than
darling, it is too late, let me sleep;
I’ll dream of you anyways
A mystery for twoLet me put my words away
I want to express myself
To speak in a a way only you can understand
Just trust me
The more I yell the less you'll hear
And these matters - well, I do believe they ought to be crystal clear
Believe me, silence is the key
Now close your eyes and reach for me
No, do not touch me
Just be close and fell the heat
Count the tic-tac of my irregular heartbeat
Really, words tend to get in the way
I say this, you think that - we go separate ways
Let's keep things simple
I'll avoid your gaze
You're too amazing for me to keep up
Call me shy or call me crazy
There's one more secret I'd like to share with you
I hope I made you feel like you're special
If you focus you'll find a connection
If you don't trust me or don't believe me, you will see
These things I've never said or did - for you from me
YouYou are my why
You are why I want to be here
You are why I love this place
And every day when i see your face
You brighten each day
When you say hello to me
But I cant tell you
How could I tell you
Just what you mean to me
But I cant just leave it be
So I write this for you
With all my sad and sorrow
With hope that tomorrow
My heart wont ache
And my heart wont cry
That this longing will be gone
So my soul can rest once more
But it wont work
Because without you, I'm lost
Without you,I'm like a cold frost
But with you here
I have nothing to fear
And I hate to say it
Because then it's true
I love you.
Beautiful Constellation (The Fault In Our Stars)And this has nothing to do
Though you feel like one to me
And I know nothing is really "okay"
But saying it makes me feel infinite
Belongs to us
Though it never really did
And though you are out of touch
You are mine all the same
I would dare to let death go
Though you say it's inevitable
And I always imagined a perfect ending
But perfect does not exist
And my thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations
Because nothing makes sense to me
And even "us" doesn't make sense to me
Death doesn't make sense to me
It's all a broken reverie
But I still love you
You are my angel
Though this is not really about angels
Because angels come and go
You are here with me in this infinite moment
And we will both die shortly
Death is only waiting for us to give up
And we both have nothing
But the fault in our stars
And the fault in our stars
Does not exist
Though some say
That it is hardly ever our fate that makes us underlings,
dustI cannot breathe past
the dust that coats my
tongue, a grey sweet reminder
that you’ve not visited for
ages, its been eternity
since your lips rested on mine
(I’m an antique;
TouchI don't want to get used to the words you whisper in my ear
Or breathlessly sigh into my mouth
I don't want to get used to the touches that you give me when sun hasn't rised yet
And the touches you give me just before I fall asleep
I want it so my cheeks blush either bright red or turn pale in the cold air
So that my hair flies in the unforgiving wind and passionate fire burns my skin
So that I never forget what your true love feels like
And how much damage your anger can do to my soul
I want you so badly to suprise me like you did that cold morning
Planting kisses like flowers on my cheeks
And carrying me through the colorful meadows for two hours
I don't want to get used to you.
Sapphire EyesWhen you look at me,
with your sapphire eyes,
It just melts my heart.
You give me butterflies,
with just a glance from those sapphire eyes.
You make me stutter,
with a long gaze from those sapphire eyes
A deep stare from those sapphire eyes,
Makes my heart pound
and all I can do is stare back.
Those sapphire eyes
are the prettiest eyes I've ever seen,
but it’s the girl behind the eyes
That I’ve fallen for
Sunlight VS. ShadowsDarling,
I love you
I love the way you laugh
When I say something funny without trying
The way you smile
Although you don't do that often
The way you try to romance me
With those silly, adorable pickup lines
You always seem to make me blush
You always have a way to make me smile
But now you have her...
Another girl you really like
Another sun to light up your world
Is her sunlight brighter than mine?
Is my light fading on you?
But I'm happy for you
I really am...
I'm glad you have someone to make you smile
I'm happy someone can make you laugh more than I do
I wish you good luck
I'll wish upon that shooting star
For you to have a better life
With that girl who will actually be there for you
I'm better sinking into the shadows
Shall I just move on?
Shall I fade into the night?
Where I will be hidden forever?
It's not like I have a chance
Or anyone else
So please, my love
Will you answer these questions for me?
Shall I leave or stay?
Shall I move on with the feelings
Her CatalystAs she walks through the maelstrom, the words trace upon the tips of her fingers and press into the stone. Every brick, every crack in the concrete, every crossed and angular stroke in reds and blacks and oranges. The drips of the gasoline pool around the base of her boots, slosh as she steps over the burst pipes and the rubble.
So much rubble. So little outcry. The silence of the city grates on her eardrums and the mantras she'd been forced to memorize. The Seers demanded they observe thirteen years of recitation before they attempt to weave their first World together.
But who other than the Seers can claim the incantations that knot the skeins they twist and pull on like reins hold fast? When have any of the Sisters recorded the visions they traced upon space-time and recited them, left them open for critique and discussion and debate?
Which is why she walks through the chalky soot of the smashed city around her. This all
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